Dear _______ I wrote you the other day to say please tell me how you feel about me. You didn’t really. I’m not surprised. But I got what I needed anyway.
Dear _________ This song totally makes Lee want to be Kara’s something wild. His passion for her is something else.
Dear ___________ I’m listening to “Always Remember Us This Way” by Lady Gaga, and it is *such* a lee and kara song. You look at me and babe I wanna catch on fire…. It’s also a little bit us. But all I really know you’re where I wanna go the part of me that’s youContinue reading “It’s so them…”
Dear ________ I wonder when you’ll be “adjusted to your new life”. Ugh.
Dear ________ That you for apologizing for the comment about running your night. What bothers me is that you didn’t apologize for the thought itself, but for “bringing it up”. I feel like that’s what you really think about that night. It makes me hesitate even trying to repair this really. If that’s what youContinue reading “Suicide”
Dear ________ I miss you. I wish we talked more, which is stupid bc I’m nowhere near healed after two and a half weeks. I need to get to a place where I can see you and Ted being coupley together. That’s why I started following you again on Instagram. Exposure therapy.
Dear ___________ Today is easier. That is because we emailed and sent a couple messages this morning. I’m feeling much better about where things stand between us. It’s far too soon to get back to normal, if we ever do. But I’m feeling stronger. Thank you.
Dear ____________ I’m off today. Anxious and sad and can’t eat and just miss you so much. I’m ridiculously needy right now. You sent me brain hugs this morning. That should be more than enough.
Dear ________ Sorry I broke and wrote. I wish you really did miss me.
Dear ___________ All I ever wanted was to be special to you.